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Remember those Epiphany Girl posts I promised? 
Here’s the first one! It makes kinda sense to me, but not entirely… I’ve dropped in vibration from where I was when I spoke it into my audio recorder enough that I can’t quite wrap my Mind entirely around the concepts at this point, but… I can feel my brain going ehn, eeeeeeehn! 
There is a resonance of truth and hope, however, and there’s some neat ideas in here. So, here it is, transcribed!
07/17/2007
You collapse a field by defining something. You lock into place and it’s no longer in motion as an idea. It now has a thought form, and the field has collapsed. And, then the field opens again as creation moves forward. That thought form is a pinpoint, it is a focused upon space, it exists and it moves forward through the new field.
Now, it can open up again. And move in the arc of the field, like a wave pattern. Or, it can hold itself all the way through, like a particle, insisting upon being defined by that which has already been – and remaining that way. By saying, THIS is what I am, this is it, this collapsed state right here. However, reality and creation has moved on. The field, as far as reality is concerned, has opened up again – moving into a space of relaxing of definition, and then contracting back into definition again. New definition.
It’s a flowing way of being. But, for us, we cling to things. We hold them tight, and say that this is Safe because it is Known. And so our desire and our reality holds – tries to hold – a collapsed state, even as everything else is opening up. Now this causes some discomfort! And we’ve all done this together for a very long time. Dragging our constructs along with us through the field as it opens back up.
(Added July 27th) This locking occurs by constantly maintaining awareness of the defined state through the function of belief (beliefs are just thoughts that have been accepted as Truth by constant repetition and affirmation. Once we believe something deeply enough, it enters the physical body and is stored there. This is why the ascension process is also a physical, bio-chemical one) – it’s not natural, it’s chosen through the cultivation of observation. There’s a neat quote that really resonates with this concept, “The only thing that saves us from the bureaucracy is inefficiency. An efficient bureaucracy is the greatest threat to liberty.” – Eugene McCarthy. (End of Addition)
The new way of being (this new higher level of conscious awareness that we’re all moving into as a collective), the field naturally collapses into definition and focus. It quantums. It solidifies. It Becomes, something. That something is experienced and enjoyed – and then, it releases. It allows and it opens up again, allowing it to become – again. Something new, something different, as that state once again opens all the way up to a state of total openness. To a state of total liquidness. And then gently begins to collapse again – defining itself, until it comes to a point where it is Defined.
Now we as people run into difficulty when we try to claim and hold that defined state, because defined things are not meant to last forever. We want them to because they’re known, they’re safe, we can rely on them – and yet they’re not meant to be like that. Reality is not intended to be solidified, stagnated. The point of reality is not to calcify it all into one perfectly unmoving hunk of Known. The purpose for reality is to Make Known the Unknown, and then to do it again. To allow there to be Unknown to be made into Known. That’s what we’re here for. So there is purpose in collapsing a state.
So, for me, for last night (as described in the previous post The Nested Dolls of Consciousness), what happened was – part of me had calcified. Part of me wasn’t fluid, and it was being called to move. It was time to let go. It was time to arc back up, to gather perceptions and perspectives I was unable to perceive from where I was in the calcified, I KNOW This Is How The World Works, state. To deconstruct and expand back up into the unknown, the fluid, into the undefined – I had to let go of the Known.
And as I begin to arc, other things will happen, new things – I don’t know what – and it will all coagulate into this really cool, neat new known somewhere down the line. And then I will once again feel defined. And I will once again feel like I Know something, not like I don’t know something. And then again will come the time for shift.
Right now I’m in limbo, chaos, I don’t Know much of anything. But, all of the previous knowns are included in the energy of this wave pttern. Everything that has gone before that has been Made Known is brought forward intrinsically as a part of the field. It doesn’t need to be held calcified, it’s a state that has been reached and so it is Known. And so it will be called upon again, easily and comfortably – like riding a bike Called upon to be put together in New ways. This is evolution.
And in this way things are built. One atop another. But they do not need to be calcified. You do not need to drag them along with you, because they are with you, always. Once you reach a state, you can not lose it. But you can lock it, and allow it to not grow, by saying, “Nope, this is defined. This is the way it is, that’s it. This can not grow, this can not be changed, this can not be adapted. This can not be bigger. This can not be wider. This can not change.”
And really, it doesn’t make sense to be that way. It makes sense from an ‘I’m scared of the world, I need to know Everything in order to be safe. The more I know, the more I’ve defined, the more control I can have.’ It makes sense from a space of non-trust, and a space of fear, a space of pre-emptivivty, for future fears. Pre-emptive strike against the unknown by not allowing it to exist.
And that’s what we’ve done. That’s the only space in which it makes sense to do that. And, it’s a human thing right now – we all do it! And it’s what we’re moving out of. We’re moving into a space where we can allow things to relax. We don’t have to be scared, we’ll support each other as we move through the field, as we move through experience. We will co-create.
Definition doesn’t need to be so crystallized, in order for us to be safe. We just don’t Know it yet. But we will…and it will be So awesome. 
I’m going to ramble a bit here. I feel like I have important, useful things to say…and I’m pretty sure they’re in here somewhere.
Did you feel the big energy shift brought about by Fire the Grid on the 17th? I sure did! That mass consciousness boost, coupled with the classes I am taking as a part of Metapoints, Creation Level 3, helped push me to the next level of conscious awareness in my own personal evolution, that night, right around midnight.
What this felt like was going crazy. I felt kind of buzzy weird all day, and then all of a sudden – nothing made sense. I would look at things and knew on some level that I did know what they were, and that I should be able to relate to them and associate myself to them and with them, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t even figure out why they were there, or why I was here.
Everything felt very…loose. Reality felt thin, as if everything was loosely held together by duct tape behind the scenes, and I was seeing through the cracks.
I discovered relatively quickly that I could ‘come back’, as it were, by smelling things I loved (beeswax candle, Johnson and Johnson Baby Shampoo), by touching things and holding things like a huge hunk of rose quartz I have on my desk. Physical, body-oriented things, those I could ground to and relate to. Those made sense. Everything I was seeing or even thinking – that was the most scary thing, even my thoughts didn’t want to associate or make sense! – would throw me into a state of near panic. I kept having to just let go, trust that I was okay (even though I was sure I’d done it this time and was perma-crazy), and smell touch ground.
Eventually I came back all the way. Things started to make sense again, inside and out. I was able to figure out the relationship once more between myself, physical ‘reality’, and my thoughts. I finally felt safe and sane enough to trust going to sleep – and of course had funky dreams, but nothing scary. Just very powerful, as if I was trying to see hear something on the radio FM band while being tuned in to the veeeeery edge of the AM band. Almost made sense, but I couldn’t quite grasp it.
The next day, I was Epiphany Girl. I made all kinds of new connections about the nature of energy, healing, relationships, myself, God, existence and reality. It was like suddenly being able to conceive of things I couldn’t grasp before… Not only was my old reality given a good shake to jar some stuff loose – I also pushed the envelope of my ability to conceive and hold a particular state of consciousness. I expanded, in such a way as to be able to contain concepts and connections I hadn’t been able to, before. Like ‘magic’.
I do believe that I will now spend the next few months slowly getting used to playing in this expanded field. I will push my consciousness out to the far edge that I experienced that night, *and* be able to understand what it was I was perceiving.
I have had this expansion epiphany time happen before – I believe that after a shift like that, reality is particularly fluid and ripe for making new connections until it begins to solidify and move to embody the new space – but I’ve never before been able to understand what was happening. Or that it was a good thing! I’d just have a few minutes to an hour of ‘Dawn goes crazy!’ time, question my own sanity and be traumatized for a while by it, then move on into the epiphany state a while later without realizing what had happened or connecting the events.
What happened is that I attained access to the next layer of consciousness. The next nested doll, or layer of the onion, or whatever other metaphor you’d like to use. I’m not embodying the entirety of the layer, and I believe that when I do – I’ll shift again.
I do believe that this is, in a nutshell, the ascension process. The awakening process… I think since I am consciously, purposefully moving through this process, I’m making bigger jumps (with more obvious immediate impact) than your average every day person – but I believe that we are all doing this… As individuals, and as a race.
This is a great thing! I can’t begin to tell you how good it feels to embody some of those outer states. Right now, writing this, I would say I’m two shifts back from the highest state I can attain. This is where I’m most comfortable at the moment, but I can shift up at will now into an expanded awareness of, well…everything! In this expanded state, All is Well becomes Truth. Anxiety, worry, things like that don’t exist at the higher edge of the layer I’m able to touch, now. Time doesn’t matter because it’s all Now, and energy takes on a whole new form of definition. I am only able to maintain this state for a few minutes at a time (by myself, anyway! When interacting with someone at a higher resonance, they help you maintain a higher state yourself by the process known as entrainment), but I’m getting better at it.
Down a notch or two (less dense, easier to sustain and maintain) where I am now and usually reside at this time, All is Pretty Well. Time exists but it’s not very pressing. I know my needs will be taken care of. Anxiety can creep in, and when it does, if I choose to follow its lead, I’ll drop down another notch where the concept of Lack resides, and Fear.
I have a feeling that all of us move along this spectrum of consciousness depending on where we’re focusing, how we’re feeling. We refer to it as a Mood – it is otherwise known as a state of consciousness that we have the capacity to embody, hold, and see the world through. I’ve found that the higher my level of joy and all-is-wellness, the higher my awareness is residing in my currently available spectrum of consciousness. I can’t wait to see what residing in this new level will be like! I’ve only just barely begun to get a real grasp of the last shift’s worth of level, hehe.
Our capacity and range of moods are about to get overhauls, and I do believe that in a few years, we’ll all have the capacity – at least – to enter that state of consciousness in which we know to be true that All really is Well. A state where we look for similarities, rather than differences. As things begin to speed up, this obvious jumping from one state to another and immediate impact won’t just be reserved for those choosing to consciously push their thresholds of awareness. It will become more wide spread – you know, where people begin wondering where their old comfortable reality went, and get a bit stressed out over it…
It’s one of my personal missions to help people through this time of transition (the next 4 years). I am learning how to do that, now, by going ahead a bit first and getting the lay of the land, so that I can reach back and say, “This is a GREAT thing you’re experiencing. Life is about to get a whole lot better – congratulations! Here’s some things you can do to make yourself more comfortable as you move through this.”
That and I am researching techniques that I can bring to people to help them to move up the scale of consciousness with full awareness, more smoothly, easily and gracefully. I’ve already discovered several things that have synchronistically fallen into my lap. I love that. The Light Body Activation is one of them (I’m going to be trained in this soon!), and the crystal known as Golden Herderite is another. I don’t have one of the crystals yet – I just happened to ‘coincidentally’ find out about it – but you can bet I’m putting out to the universe to receive one (or several) at the first opportunity. The diary practice on Tantra’s Metapoints website is also a tool – a daily mind stretching exercise that’s well worth it.
So! As a last note to cap off this rambly yet hopefully useful post: Over the next bit I have decided that I am going to take my audio notes from The Day of Epiphanies and put them here for the world to see. Neat stuff – sure to push some thresholds of concept all by themselves!
The Children of the Sun
Mission Statement
The tagline on my business card reads, ‘realize your potential and shine.’ I mean this in many ways. Personally, professionally, health-wise, relationships, spirituality. It’s basically a catch all phrase that sums up what it is I was born to do: To help people to awaken to all they can be.
‘Awaken’ has always been in my vocabulary in regard to what it is I’m supposed to be doing here. To wake myself up, and then in turn to everyone around me and help them do the same. To awaken to just how unlimited we really are.
And so, this is what I’ve been doing. And yet, I have always felt as if there was something larger to this. Something much bigger than just me learning stuff and passing it on. That I was born to be a part of something huge, something that would span the globe.
When I began to hear about the mass awakening of humanity, about the group consciousness rising as a whole into an entirely new and less limited way of thinking – and thus Be-ing – I was very excited. My purpose, my reason for being, aligning perfectly with all of this? It was beautiful and perfect, too perfect to be just a coincidence.
I have come to realize that I am here as an individual to help other individuals awaken to their own potential. I am also to be a co-creative part of something much larger. I am here to help humanity to awaken to its potential.
I have known this for a while, now, and have in a very real way been ‘waiting’ to be tapped. By what, I didn’t know. I just knew it was important for me to continue releasing limitation, myself. To continue reaching higher, seeing farther, so that I would be ready to share this vision when the Tap came. This is what I have been doing for a couple years now.
And so, just recently, a friend introduced me to Tiara, the founder of an organization in Sedona called The Children of the Sun. I read their mission statement and saw within it everything that I believed in. Everything that I am drawn to do.
And now I share this with you. What happens now, I don’t know – and I’m okay with that. I do know one thing for sure, however: The tapping has begun.
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