Adjustment for Balance – two creations, not just one

Hee Ever the balancing act, eh?

Awakening with Dawn felt unbalanced – too me, not enough playing with others. Not enough co-creation going on. So, what I thought happened was that Awakening with Dawn metamorphed into Angels of Awakening… However, I’m realizing now that I was wrong. Instead, what occurred was the birth of a new creation, sprung forth from the desire to be of service and help people wake up to more what they’re really capable of.

I didn’t realize this until a few days after Angels of Awakening went live. Until after Awakening with Dawn was shelved and started collecting dust. I felt like something was being neglected, something in me… and I realized – there’s no room for me to hold meditations and do readings or play with consciousness raising fun stuff when the show is dedicated to the guest!

Yes, I’ll be hosting the show, and I’ll get to talk and share my thoughts but… where am I going to fit in what I want to say and just what I want to do?

I was grumping at my husband about this, about how in creating one amazing incredible creation that I cherish, I kind of lost a part of myself. And it was he that suggested – why not two shows? I argued at first, saying it would take too much time. I’m about Angels of Awakening now, and dedicated to that. How can I dedicate so much time and energy to two creations?

And then I realized – he was right. Awakening of Dawn already has been created. It is created, in my mind. And just because I’ve created a site and show dedicated to others, doesn’t mean I have to abandon the one dedicated to myself being who I am.

It may sound silly, but honestly, I get so much enjoyment out of guiding meditations, doing readings, talking about new angles on ideas and whatever, that I had at some unconscious level that I was being selfish/egocentric just focusing on myself. It didn’t matter that I was focusing on the sharing of what I am/who I am with others so that they may enjoy and gain from me being that – that sounded egocentric to me, no matter how much people may be getting out of it.

Backwards thinking, eh? It is, at least, when you actually look at it straight on and see it for what it is.

Not to sound egocentric (:P) but, the sun doesn’t get embarrassed and stop shining because it realizes it’s been way too self-centered lately… It is what it is and it does what it does because that is who and what it is at its core. Its essence.

My essence wants to shine, too. Not just in the celebration of others, which I truly do love, but also in the celebration of myself.

And so, Awakening with Dawn is back on the creation drawing board. I’m no longer so embarrassed and afraid of coming across as egocentric – that’s always been one of my greatest fears – that I’m not willing to even begin the creation of a space created just for myself to shine. I’ll begin, and I’ll just see what happens. I won’t say I’m not still nervous, don’t get me wrong. But…

I’ll begin. I’ll begin it now.

Awakening with Dawn has Metamorphed into Angels of Awakening :)

In order to flow with the creation as it unfolds, Awakening with Dawn has gone through a transformation. It has a new name – a larger more all-encompassing name. Awakening with Dawn has now metamorphed into Angels of Awakening.

The root of Angel is Messenger. Definitions vary, but they all tend to settle upon one key concept: Angels are messengers of love and possibility. They come in times of need, to guide people to their own highest potential. They help people to see themselves in a clear and loving light, and to become more of that which they already are.

There are many angels walking the earth, right now. Stars spread across a sleeping world like diamonds, singing with their very being, “There’s more! Wake up!”

Stars, though…they have a tendency to form constellations… Constellations are powerful vessels for concept and idea. Consider constellations such as Aries, or Scorpio – groupings of stars that are the vessels for concepts and ideas that impact humanity on a group mind level.

I believe that in the purposeful recognition of these voices there is a synergy that can take place. A gathering. The forming of a constellation through a unification of purpose that can bring about a quickening that will lift humanity to a new level of Becoming. And that is the concept that propelled this newly named creation forward into its most recent transformation.

The concept for Awakening with Dawn came about in order to give me the ability to sing with my very being to a much wider audience, through the avenue of the written and spoken word. And this was good. But it can be better. There are a lot of us out there, and we all have amazingly vital and beautiful songs to sing.

Angels of Awakening is coming about in order to give us all a space in which to sing with our very being to a much wider audience. As writers, show hosts, audio and video podcasters, website link sharing – who knows?! The site will still begin with a small, basic easy to sustain and maintain core of a single blog with multiple writers, and a single radio show with guests, and then grow from there.

The home for this creation is www.angelsofawakening.net. The target date for going live is tomorrow, 01/07/08